Wednesday 27 May 2009

Its been quite an eventful day today. haha!

Well after deciding that the fridge in my room was faaaarrr tooo noisy to keep we decided to swap it with another floors in the flat that I am inhabiting....

Ive done that now much to the residents digust at us waking him up... to be honest I think me and the 3 ladies are a lovely wake up call at 4pm? but each to their own I suppose... I have realised that I have stolen the SAME fridge... and it makes just as much noise... except this one is full of ice and needs cleaning and defrosting. Karma playing its usual pretty tracks I suppose

Here is an interesting fact for you all..... My pal *S* has found that a sanitary towel is very useful to use if you have run out of cotton wool to remove your nail varnish... now there you go ladies... de paint yourselves silly will you not?

short and sweet

B✿

Tuesday 12 May 2009


I am..
I am my mum. I am my step dad, the one that loves me properly. I am my dad who left me. I am my sister, Laura. I am my brother, James. I am my nieces, Caitlin, Kayla and Miella.
I am Thorpe school.I am Jack Hunt. I am Loughborough University. I am Coca Cola. I am Anglia Ruskin University. I am a training Nurse. I am Harlow, Kings Lynn..Peterborough. I am the bullies that made my life hell. I am the friends that made my life heaven. I am the woman who made me leave the prison. I am my ex step dad, who I hated. I am the girls in my old house. I am Priti, who has stood by me through all of it.
I am the first boy who broke my heart. I am the second boy that tried to fix it. I am the girl who loved me. I am the boy that tried to kill me. I am the boy who stood up for my life. I am the boy that took my virginity. I am the boy that cheated on me with Bernie. I am the boy who helped me through the miscarraige. I am the girl who fought with me. I am the 2 girls I spent the whole summer with, day and night. I am all my best friends. I am the boy that stopped me self harming. I am the boys that tried to abuse me and my friend. I am the strength that I got from that…


I am the people who told me I would never make it. I am the people who thought I was wonderful. I am the music that has grown with me. I am the sights I have seen. I am all the films I have watched.
I am the people that danced with me for nights. I am the people I have hurt. I am the people who love me. I am the people who hate me. I am the people who would die for me. I am the people I would die for. I am the people I fell hopelessly in love with. I am undressing myself...for all to see…

I am my idols.

I am my enemies.

I am my friends.

I am my lovers.

I am my crushes.

I am my family.
I am.... totally naked.
I am.